I had carried on when all I wanted was to be dead. I had stayed alive for other people. I never stayed alive for myself. I cannot begin to describe the intensity of that effort.

it has to be emphasized that if the pain were readily describable most of the countless sufferers from this ancient affliction would have been able to confidently depict for their friends and loved ones (even...

When I was lost in the fog, it was as though nothing else existed. And, afterwards, it seemed incomprehensible that I had ever really thought like that. Self-recrimination inevitably followed.

Those who nurse secrets, nurse a chaotic world of amplified silence.

You know that feeling of relief as soon as you wake up from a bad dream? That is what I feel as soon as I fall asleep.

Anna Petrovna: Do you know what, Kolya? Try and sing, laugh, get angry, as you once did… You stay in, we’ll laugh and drink fruit liqueur and we’ll drive away your depression in a flash....

Well, I sure hope you get off it sometime soon,” they say.

I’m falling apart, one part after another. Falling down on the world like snow. Half of me is already on the ground, watching from below.

Feeling sorry for myself was an art.

You can talk about depression as a “chemical imbalance” all you want, but it presents itself as an external antagonist – a “demon,” a “beast,” or a “black dog,” as Samuel Johnson called it. It...

The doctor’s words made me understand what happened to me was a dark, evil, and shameful secret, and by association I too was dark, evil, and shameful. While it may not have been their intention,...

Even if it were possible to cast my horoscope in this one life, and to make an accurate prediction about my future, it would not be possible to ‘show’ it to me because as soon...

But here I’d like to add to what the Tempter’s Manual suggests. Depression, at its finest, is not a Future that they cannot hopefully construct, nor a shamed Past that hounds them, but an agonizing...

From the end of the World War twenty-one years ago, this country, like many others, went through a phase of having large groups of people carried away by some emotion–some alluring, attractive, even speciously inspiring,...

In the meantime, I could withdraw to my room, could hide and sleep as if I were dead

It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really...

Change the way you think and you will change the way you feel.

The first ten million years were the worst,” said Marvin, “and the second ten million years, they were the worst too. The third ten million years I didn’t enjoy at all. After that I went...

I like games, board games, mind games and games of life. Just don’t play games with my heart because you won’t like the way I brake the rules.

In the morning you were never violently sorry– you made no resolutions, but if you had overdone it and your heart was slightly out of order, you went on the wagon for a few days...

No reason to feel depressed about being depressed. A depression can be a golden opportunity to collect the pieces and build ourselves anew. Global Souls are always on the move, nomads at heart, connected to...

One thing is undeniably clear. We have all had bad experiences, we have all had tragedies in our lives which help to shape who we are.

Some days I am the flower beneath the machine. And the machine rolls slowly on, blocking the sun, without a care for what it tramples beneath.

I’ll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. Still does.

Some people flip condos and make millions. Your boyfriend couldn’t even flip burgers and make minimum wage.

It was Chelsea who captures our plummet before it reaches the deepest parts of our vulnerability.

In 1965, a psychologist named Martin Seligman started shocking dogs.He was trying to expand on the research of Pavlov–the guy who could make dogs salivate when they heard a bell ring. Seligman wanted to head...

It/ll be better tomorrow…

When you’re in the middle of your depression, pay good attention to it, because, tended carefully, you never know where it might lead you.

Everyone comes with baggage, make sure you get one that comes with a rack

As far as he could discover, there were no signs of spring. The decay that covered the surface of the mottled ground was not the kind in which life generates. Last year, he remembered, May...

Diversion is the absolute worst remedy for depression. When we ignore the things that haunt us or taunt us, not only do they keep coming back, but they’re bigger and stronger each time they return....

I just wanna have fun and breathe, but I can’t do either one of them when I suffocate myself with depression.

It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare, you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.””And what is that nightmare, Craig?””Life.

I rummaged through the drawers in search of a strong poison. I thought of nothing as I looked; I had to get it over with as quickly as possible. It was as if it were...

But if I didn’t know Kate, then maybe I didn’t know myself-and if was that not-knowing that made my gut clench. Like losing your balance, that whoosh of almost falling, before pulling yourself back in...

For six days I didn’t get up except to make a cup of tea, or fry an egg, or lie in the skinny bath gazing at a cracked ceiling. The days punished me with their...

I tried to push my body through his and completely disappear.

…the only way out consists of using a social mask.This is why those under depression will smile more as well as make efforts to please and entertain compared to anyone else….If they could hide in...

What if I just want to die?””Then I will be sad and disappointed that you cheated yourself out of your chance at existence. Not all of us have that opportunity, you know, to choose life.

Somehow, like so many people who get depressed, we felt our depressions were more complicated and existentially based than they actually were.

For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people’s faces.

You seem to look upon depression as the hand of an enemy trying to crush you…Do you think you could see it instead as the hand of a friend, pressing you down to the ground...

The best way to overcome depression is to work it to death. Whether it be your body or your mind, just be active and some relief you’ll find.

You will never attain and maintain more than you think you deserve.

I can certainly see how people are overcome by depression.

He was a simple honest man. He never strayed,He never drank, he never smoked, and he never kissed a maid.And when he passed away his insurance was denied,Because he never lived, they claimed he never...

The reason why I hadn’t washed my clothes or my hair was because it seemed so silly.I saw the days of the year stretching ahead like a series of bright, white boxes, and separating one...

Its hard to say what’s wrong when nothing is going right!

Il reparto pediatrico è in una grande clinica privata che si chiama St John e che paghiamo grazie all’assicurazione del papà. Ci ho passato sei settimane quando i miei genitori si sono resi conto che...