Sometimes correct decisions are not good decisions

I met my girlfriend at a bar. But I broke up with her because she was already there, hitting on another guy.

I’m writing it in this letter, the wholetruth of why it happened. And the truth isthat I goddamn loved you so much.

The file clanked against me, my stupid idea nobody would have gotten had I ever done it. You even wouldn’t have gotten it, Ed, I thought, watching her go. It’s why we broke up, so...

I know you can’t see it, not you, Ed, but maybe if I tell you the whole plot you’ll understand it this once, because even now I want you to see it. I don’t love...