Sometimes it feels like everything is going wrong. Even with the things that are wrong already.

I need to do SOMETHING to make ME feel better about ME.

What would be the best therapy? Punching the evil sod in the knob! […]It doesn’t undo it though. You’d feel good for a second and then there’s just emptiness. It’s like bingeing. After the chocolate...

I’m so NUMB. I just don’t care, it seems-but I must do. This is all going to sound totally incoherent. I’m that bunged up, but totally empty. I think my worries about who I am...

And that will be on my medical records for ever.Everyone will always know I’m a nutter. Behavioural problems. I’m just a bloody label…A label written on a white board in a single room without a...

I laughed it off but I close the bedroom door and I lose it and I stick it all down here and this is where it all stays. And this is where it has to...

Desire to be thin grows bigger and bigger. As does my appetite.

And it makes you think. Even things that have been the same for years and years can change. Maybe I can change. I can bring my own wall down, and let people in.