The life I’ve livedWhat more can one ask forApart from a grand exitSlit of the wristTotal bliss

Cos every breath is unbearably painful

You said you love me, how could words be so empty

Carved deep into my veins but didn’t bleedOverdosed on sleeping pills but didn’t sleepWhen your heart is heavy, it gets increasingly harder to breatheClearly there’s a GodBut why has he forsaken me?

I live wherever you are cos honestly there’s no better place to call home