What has worked for me is therapy in conjunction with nutritionist who specializes in eating disorders that I see every two weeks.

I don’t understand why God took him and didn’t take me.

It’s very important to have the right clothing to exercise in. If you throw on an old T-shirt or sweats, it’s not inspiring for your workout.

Men don’t even ask me out. I can’t remember the last time I was asked out on a date, and I’m talking years here. I spend my life more and more alone.

No, but women are saying, and they say, are you crazy? But because they’ve had children since they were 20 years old. I haven’t. So I had a child when I was 43, and now...

You have to find a balance with food in your life – you can’t take out food. It can be absolutely terrifying.

I have been alone since my husband died. I stay in my home. I don’t date. It’s hard to date when you’re at home. Nobody knows you.

And I’m, you know, thinking about doing a yoga video and coming out with a book and all of that. So I will definitely continue with my career.

Part of treatment for drugs and alcohol is you abstain from these, but with eating disorders you can’t abstain from food so the treatment is longer than drugs and alcohol.

No, she did not have a history of twins, and we had discussed all of this before she got pregnant. What if all three, what if two eggs, what if one – you discuss every...

It’s very expensive to be me. It’s terrible the things I have to do to be me.

I never thought to ever ask for money. I was so stupid.

And my life for the first – you know, when I was in my 20s and 30s, I had my career, and I traveled the world, I lived out of a suitcase. I stayed up...

Anorexia was there for me before I got into modeling, but because of the arena and the demands, the disease really got out of control for me. It’s like being an alcoholic and going and...

They are very healthy. Yes, they were sucking and breathing on their own and everything when they came out. So there was no need to stay in the hospital. So we took them home the...

I don’t drink as much as I use to could.

I wanted to become a model and an actress.

Biological age, I think because I’ve been taking care of myself for so long I know not just my reproductive organs but my heart, you know, are much younger than – than what I am.

I am not naturally that thin, so I had to go through everything from using drugs to diet pills to laxatives to fasting. Those were my main ways of controlling my weight.

Took us a great amount of strength to get them into the world, and for them to be in the world. I think that their little spirits, you know, just said, well, we’re going to...

A handful of men, inured to war, proceed to certain victory, while on the contrary, numerous armies of raw and undisciplined troops are but multitudes of men dragged to the slaughter.

I was 23, and he was 86. I saw a very sick man. I just wanted to just talk with him. There was no physical attraction at all. He was very much attracted to me.

But when I would see the surrogate, my first instinct, my first reaction would be jealousy, because she was doing what I wanted to do.

I had my first seizure, and I had to go in for heart surgery.

We tried – we tried for a year, and we tried different methods and different – and I had in vitro and it didn’t work. It didn’t stick. It didn’t – didn’t produce a baby...

Few men are born brave. Many become so through training and force of discipline.

I’m going to fight until the end. My husband is worth it. He wanted me to have it. He was worth a lot. He was a very, very wealthy man.

I think a mother feels very protective of the baby as soon as it’s conceived, and to give that up to somebody else is very, very difficult.

It not unusual for women with anorexia to suffer heart attacks.

Well, I guess, but I just feel so strong. Actually, it was probably when I was 50 that we were trying to – to get pregnant, and I thought that I could do it then.

In time of peace prepare for war.

If I have another child, I doubt I’ll get married again. I don’t think men particularly want to be with me.

I think because it’s not an easy thing, and I think that a lot of women can’t get pregnant in their 40s, you know, and I gave birth in my 40s.

Many women who have anorexia put their hearts in a compromised situation.

You know, there’s chronological age, there’s biological age, and there’s psychological age. Chronological age, there’s nothing you can do about, which is I’m 52. You set that number aside.

The courage of a soldier is heightened by his knowledge of his profession.

Living in a small town, I knew everybody and everybody knew me.

I think because we could do it biologically and have our own child we decided to try this.

My doctor felt that the main contributing factor was so many years of malnutrition, especially during my formative years, even before I got into modeling.

Don’t just work for the money; that will bring only limited satisfaction.

The courage of the soldier is heightened by the knowledge of his profession.

People are just so stupid.

I think it affected me physically and emotionally, yes. I did have my ups and downs, but I actually had more ups and downs after the shots were finished and she was pregnant because of...

The pressure was if I didn’t get into that dress size someone else would – someone else would get the job.

Because modeling is lucrative, I’m able to save up and be more particular about the acting roles I take.

Valor is superior to number.

Vickie Lynn Hogan is my birth certificate’s name.

I think it’ll keep me young. I think that’s part of the reason why I have been so young and young thinking is because I have an 8-year-old now.

We come in many different shapes and sizes, and we need to support each other and our differences. Our beauty is in our differences.

I am just so happy and thrilled and I am so glad Mr. Hefner chose me.